Exhausted From Everything

 Well hello again! So what i'm wearing, sorry about my belly being shown, i didn't notice after i put it up. But what i'm wearing is white short shorts and a black dress? shirt, with a jeans jacket. It was warm out so i just thought i'd wear a jeans jacket !

So i came home from football practice not long ago. I haven't gotten any sleep for the last 2 days and i'm exhausted. I even sprained my thumb during football today and it still really hurts, i'm currently icing it but it will hurt for a while. grrr. I also had a Terry Fox run today... for those of you who dont know who Terry Fox is, he ran across Canada to raise money for Cancer Research. But he passed. He had leg cancer and he ran with an artificial leg. He's an awesome man. Really awesome.

I don't have homework again! Yay! other than a project for Woodshop... but thats due in like 3 weeks. Then... i feel like i'm drifting away from some of my friends... but I still have some other friends. But it really sucks because i told them most of my problems... and my past. But they wont say anything which is good. But its just we're not exactly hanging out anymore and we don't talk anymore. I mean, i'm going to a different high school as them so it wouldn't matter anyways. But still, it sucks.

And Alec*... that's what's stressing me the most. I still keep thinking about how i could've had a chance before he started going out with Clary*. Did i mention last year that we we're always assigned to the same groups, always had to sit next to each other... AND MY LOCKER WAS NEXT TO HIS. Its the same thing this year.... My locker is next to his, but we dont sit next to each other as much but in music i have to sit next to him. It's hard because he's totally loyal to Clary*. Which is good! But it sucks sooo much that i had a really big chance with him then right after he starts going out with another girl then i realize that i actually like him. His friend actually told me that Alec* liked me but i was totally unphased. UGH ITS SOOO FRUSTRATING.

Anyways, sooo guess what i'm really excited about? HALLOWEEN. okay okay... i know its like a month away but like i'm making my own costume and stuff. And i'm going to a party.. but i go to a halloween party every year so it doesnt really matter. I just can't wait to go to the school dance! Like who's gonna ask to dance and all, its all very exciting really. But i usually never get asked to dance, except my best friend always asks me every dance but its like normal. And casual. He's just be like "yo wanna dance?" then i say "sure man!" its cause when a slow song comes on, we just walk around and like do whatever cuz its boring and the song isnt upbeat if you know what i mean.

So, i have piano tonight, and i don't know how i'm gonna play with my thumb sprained, it actually really hurts and when i try to move it, it hurts like hell. I can't even straighten it out. omg.

oh and i forgot to mention, that skirt? yeah that was the skirt i was wearing yesterday, i said that i'll take a picture of it so there you go. like it? It's a very interesting colour... anyways i have to go but i'll try to blog soon!

Junny Smiles <3

Copyright on ALL photos 2011. Junny Smiles && Sealed With A Kiss <3

Black Crop Top: Abercrombie & Fitch. $30.

Jean Jacket: Gap.

White Short Shorts: American Eagle. $15.

Black And White Stripe Belt: Abercrombie & Fitch.

Plaid Skirt: Aerie. $20